I just joined a new HUC company, Kemaman based. Position, Structural Field Engineer. Gezzz.. Junior Engineer, Workpack Engineer cum surveyor, Operation Engineer and now Structural Field Engineer.. never crossed my mind to be Structural Engineer.

Its, OK.. I am going offshore again on 21th January 2010. Malas jangan cakap ler bro. Where? Tapis A Platform (Exxonmobil) … anyway something similar to my previous offshore company jobs though, but this time round, I need to prepare the procedure, give recommendation, ‘educate’ client and prepare the proposal. Tough man..

The job is very simple but the big problem is that job activities is located near to the riser. I need to study how to lift up the riser guard, swing it to certain degrees, do hot work, replace tubular structure.. and bla bla bla..

I know I am not the one who will execute the job but all those thing will be based on my jobcard, my recommendation and my site specific procedure.

Wish me luck!

We need 38 Project Managers with Master Degree in Business and 10 years experience. The contract is for 5 years in Saudi Arabia .
Please do your best.

Best Regards,
Hussein Qattan
General Manager
TTS
M. +962 79 6801966
O. +962 6 5856887
Oasis 1 Building
Suite # 303
Sweifieh, Amman
Jordan

hussein@tts-telecom.com

(From email… )

Opportunity to those interested to join Petronas.
Good Luck!!

Ladies & Gentlemen,

We wish to inform you that in collaboration with MLNG, our KL Recruitment Campaign will be held at Exhibition Hall 2, Kuala Lumpur Convention Centre as below advertisement (THE STAR : 16th Jan 2010).

We would appreciate your kind support in extending this advert and information to your circle of friends, relatives and acquaintances of relevant experiences and qualifications.

Date: 23rd & 24th Jan 2010
Venue: Kuala Lumpur Convention Centre

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I let my emotions push me and give me a nudge over the edge..

I didn’t realise how much I am gonna lose. My friends, my office, my home, Imperial Hotel, Jinhold Apartment, the places I lived. Lalapan with Morris Ting at Labuan de Cafe, daily progress meeting at ECS office, hang around at Cherry Berries, Balcony, Agogo, Chaplin, just to name a few.. Everyone said that I am not losing these things, that they will still be here but thats the whole point. They will be here and I won’t. And as time went on I was just getting more and more scared of leaving. I don’t want to go! Yes, i dont want to go..

But.. its OK..

10th January 2010, 16.15hrs flight MH1286 departed from Miri Airport.. I knew the time has come for me to leave.

Entah lah.. aku tak tau nak cerita apa lagi. As I said earlier I love my company, I love my position and I love my salary (wow!) tapi tak mengapalah aku pejam mata, ikut kata hati.. aku quit.

Sedih, bukan tak sedih. Sayu pun ada. Aku suka kan kedamaian sebelah East ni, dari Labuan tempat bermula segalanya, hingga ke Kundasang melihat keindahan Gunung Kinabalu, kaum Kadazan Dusun, Keningau, Kota Kinabalu, meeting di Shell Kota Belud.. menyusuri South China Sea visit to Ajang Hormat. Kemudian terpaksa ditransfer ke Miri. Hidup di tempat yang asing..

Mula-mula memang tak suka pun Sarawak ni, panas, ganas dan entahlah.. aku rasa nak balik ke Semenanjung cari kerja lain jer.. tapi dah lama tu rasa happy pulak. Walaupun hari-hari kena screw kena fuck dengan Shell atau dengan management sendiri, aku rasa itu biasa. Kerja memang macam tu, apatah lagi kerja dengan oil and gas ni. Aku dah biasa. Aku happy live di sini, namum jeritan anak-anak membuatkan aku jadi tak tentu arah. Hero kecik tu baru setahun 2 bulan, tak sempat aku tengok dia mula-mula nak bertatih. Yang sulong darjah 1, payah juga Ummi dia nak handle semua itu. Kasihan juga.

Stress. Stress bro.. kerja boleh jadi screw-up kalau fikir pasal ni. Nak import anak bini rasanya dah takde maknanya lagi dah, kalau awal-awal dulu dapat transfer letter boleh jugak buat itu ini, ini dah anak-anak dah masuk sekolah dan banyaklah hal lain yang tak bleh aku nyatakan di sini.. so aku buat keputusan mengejut, aku resigned jer walaupun aku masih belum ada apa-apa news dari company lain..

Banyak benda ler yang aku tak sempat nak lakukan di sini, aku nak jelajah Sabah, aku nak jelajah sampai ke Longpasia di Sarawak tengok kehidupan kaum di sana. Aku nak kenal ethnic Penan, Limbawang, Momogun Rungus, Tombonuo dan lain-lain. Aku tak sempat ke Sandakan, Kudat tip of Borneo, Bario dan Mulu.

Baru je nak belajar bahasa Bidayuh, baru nak hafal perkataan Iban, baru je nak berkenalan dengan officemates.. baru je nak kenal-kenal ..

Its OK..

Time has come.. i gotto go. I will leave you my best friends Morris Ting, Jo Ann, Leena, Karie.. you may have left my life, but you will never leave my heart. Piwettt..!! Adik kecik Faridah dan Siti Faridah, aku dah resigned baru nak bercakap dengan aku..

Thanks for being my best friend, my friends, my best PM, my best bla bla bla..

Thanks for da farewell party, farewell lunch, farewell dinner, farewell drink etc

Thanks for the sourvenir Rossa, Shawalina and sis Laila. Adi, Nadzri, Miss Lam.. thanks for the hugs and tears my friend at the airport.. gezzzzz.. Morris i know you’re cried.. gezzzz you’re gay mannn..

Dont say good bye..

And so my adventure has ended, and I am back in Kemaman now.. Slowly falling back to ground, slowly realising the new reality I am part of, and slowly letting my other reality to become a memory rather than a life.

I am quite sad to be back because I really really enjoyed my time in Miri. I enjoyed my work and I loved the people and relationships that I built up over the past 6 months. In saying that, I am glad to be back in Kemaman because there are my kids and my wife..

To my client..

Dear all,

I wish to take this opportunity to let you know that Friday 8th January 2010 is the final day that I am at ***** *********** ****** Sdn Bhd. I have enjoyed my tenure here and I appreciate having had the opportunity to work with you.

Thank you for the support, guidance, and encouragement you have provided me during my time here. I also wish to extend special thanks to Mr CBT for his approval of my position as Operation Engineer.

I am looking forward to new challenge and starting a new phase of my career in Kemaman, Terengganu in the middle of this month.

I wish you all the best of luck.

Thanks

Regards,
eddyra

and.. to all my friends..

Dear all,

Friday 8th January 2010 is my last day at ***** CAT3 Miri…

Days like this always feel weird and sad. Weird because I am leaving something I’ve come to know so well, sad because I am leaving behind a load of memories and mainly because I know I’ll be missing the people.

I guess it’s always the people you get to know, how they touch your life, the different relationships you build with them, the good times, and even the not so good ones, that gets to you.

I’d like to thank all the guys at work for the great ride. It was great getting to know you all and to get a chance to work with every single one of you. I hope that we’ll get to carry our personal relationships well on into the future.

I’d like to thank the company for having me as part of the team. I’m proud of these years that I spent in it, the role I had and the work I did. I’m very happy to see the company growing further and going on to higher grounds.

I wish you all the best of luck.

Regards,
eddyra

Salam semua,

8th June 2009
Aku tiba di Miri airport on 8th June 2009 setelah di transferred dari Opis di Kemaman. Checked in di Imperial Hotel di tengah-tengah Miri City. Satu suasana dan keadaan serta pengalaman yang baru buat aku nih. Takde sanak saudara, apatah lagi anak bini. Pagi-pagi morning bangun awal pagi, amik taxi gi meeting di Shell opis jam 7.30am. Dalam meeting kena screw kena fuck tu macam breakfast dah.

Abis meeting, gi breakfast dengan clients dan officemates, pukul 9.30am-10.00am baru masuk opis. Pukul 12.00 noon lunch dengan officemate biasanya dengan mamat Fuchoow tu. Abis lunch masuk office semula.. update itu dan ini, meeting with PMT, call offshore, baca email reply email, wife call wife SMS… abis ler satu hari kerja di office. Around 5.30 choww balik Imperial Hotel.

Malam, makan nasik, makan mee makan lalapan. Boring-boring masuk liveband.. layan lagu. Pukul 11.00pm – 12.00 pm balik bilik hotel, main-main batu. Tido.

1st August 2009
Moved to Jinhold Services Apartment. Company tanggung. Apartment 2 bilik, duk sensorang lagi.. rutin yang sama. Bangun pagi, meeting, kena screw kena fuck, balik kerja… tido.

Boring di hari minggu, gi Luak Bay amik gambo sunset, buang masa di foot reflexology, gi Bintang, gi Boulevard, gi Imperial Mall.. malam minggu gi liveband, layan kepala dengan mamat Fuchoow.

Early month gi Kota Belud, Sabah.. site visit + makan angin + cuci mata tengok sumandak. Meeting 1 jam jer dengan crew dan client, happy hour yang lelebih hahaha.. OK apa best sesekali ke Kota Kinabalu, sejuk tengok Kota Kinabalu hati saya rinduuuu..

Every month jugak gi Labuan buat inspection.. suka sangat lerr.. layan liveband sambil tengok Arroyo panget.

1st December 2009
Moved to rented house. RM550 permonth for simple room with aircond and single bed. Cap ayam sungguh. Rent a Suzuki car, RM650 permonth. Hidup macam tu jugak lah, pagi petang siang malam… takde ada yang menarik..

Perjalanan hidup semakin sukar di sini, workload, pressure here and there, anak-anak menjerit.. can’t control anymore.. I closed my esyes, I followed my heart.. i made this decision.. i quit. I love this company, I love my position.. there is nothing I can do for it.

Well.. It has finally came to an end. Don’t shed tears for me bro, my time has come I have to go even though I don’t want to. Though there were many emotions running through me, I think it’s time for me to go.

eddyra
Operation Engineer

11th December 2009

***** ********** ******** *** ***
***** ********** ********
***** **********
******, 98000 Miri.

Dear Mr **** *** ***,
Project Manager

Re: Notice of Resignation

Please accept this letter as notification that I am tendering my resignation as an Operation Engineer for CAT3 operation by giving 3 months notice to ***** ********** ******** *** *** with effect from 11th December 2009.

With the leave balance of 34 days, my last day will be on 8th January 2010.

Thank You,

Yours sincerely

……………………………………….
(eddyra)