Losing someone you love because she died or losing someone you lose because she does not want to be with you. I don’t know which is worse. And when someone prefers not to be with you, there is nothing you can do with it.

Have you ever heard the Guns n’ Roses song “November Rain”. It was a very popular song when it came out in 1990-1991. I remember the first time that I heard this song was somewhere in 1993, at that time I didn’t quite understand English but I could feel every single word. There were no music video like MTV in Malaysia during that time, so I cant imagine how good the video clip was.

In 1995 I furthered my studies in UK and one day I watched MTV on Sky. The scene was an awesome guitarist solo in front of the church. I didnt know that it was November Rain until at the end of the video, it kinda surprised me a little and I remembered that it was a very popular song a couple of years before.

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